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2008-07-04T13:52:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-30T11:52:00.002+08:00

Vivan, Qian Qi & Kit. W15M.

Love my new Look.! omg,

2008-06-29T12:30:00.003+08:00

Thinking what would my result be this semester. Can't cope with the workload that Rp is giving. Fail all the fucking uT, I don't even know if I could pass. I don't wish to get a lousy GPA, but I also don't wish to fail. This semester going to end soon, and the uT is getting harder and harder. Even if I want to buck up now It's just seem little too late. What I could wish for now is get a GPA of 2.9. But I know it can't be.

Monday uT, Thursday uT, Friday uT. I going berserk. S T U D Y

2008-06-26T08:26:00.002+08:00

Ridiculous Anatomy faci, Just can't stand her stupidity.
It's not even 8.30 and she been going through the quiz & I can't had my Snicker.
Unless the class had started if not stfu.
So sad, I fail my uT2(microbiology). I need to work hard.

2008-06-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

Got my color lens, it's like finally I got it since last year. Brought 2 Brown and 1 Grey costing me $45, kinda cheap lor. Got freebies too; don't be jealous.
Had my night with Hubby! Mr chicken rice and "Get Smart" at E!hub. The Chicken Rice was average, didn't have the normal chicken rice smell. The portion of chicken was Huge, but i prefer Roasted Chicken. BEST part is coming up, the Fried tofu.! Yummy-lious. Hubby making his spec, So cute when he was testing for his eye sight. Went to PRP, Strolling at the park seem so romantic boy. Back to E!hub for movie, and finally i had my popcorn after 4 month. The first mouth was, WAH! YUMMY.! SWEET! I WANT MORE MORE & MORE. After 1/4 of it, omg I'm sick of it. caramel Ice blended from The Coffee Bean home.

Eugene & Kit.

He's mine. ;p

He's acting. Ignore!

Time for eye test.

So bored, Photo taking eh.

2008-06-21T13:13:00.001+08:00

Not facing the reality.

Just that day, Let’s count down

2008-06-19T13:55:00.005+08:00

Shopping : Hoodie, Polo tee, Coach wallet & Gucci Bag.

Yesterday was our 4th month anniversary. Time seriously pass quite fast recently after you enter my world. You change Black&White into Rainbow. But time you changed it into black&White. Our love would be beautiful if you could stop mistaken me with them. It seriously hurt when you mess up our moment with their moment.

Leaving tampines.

Don't Judge me.

Ignore & entertain me.

Now he totally ignore me! so sad.

Polo tee from Esprit.

Shop around Town and dinner at Paragon. The service attitude of the waiter suck big time, okays. Don't ever go that restaurant.

That restaurant name: Spageddies

Soup of th day; similar to 'The spoon soup.'

Our spaghetti; Average.

Appetizer; the dish that came last. Fuck it.!

Overdue Picture on Monday:

The 3 surprises Hubby!
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this picture is like 3 week ago.! hahas.. Enjoy

2008-06-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th month Hubby!.

so tiring recently, having insomnia for the past few nights. Feeling so tired right now although i just woke up. hahas. We are going SHOPPING.!! remember to miss me. ;p

2008-06-16T14:49:00.002+08:00

8 years down the road.

and she's so Scared to get Close to Anyone because
Anyone that ever said I'll be there left.

2008-06-15T02:06:00.001+08:00

seriously hope there will be no secrets. why did i get to know things that i should not know?

just another time.

2008-06-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

Holidays is going to end in 23 hours time, and I simply did nothing during the holidays; no work,no shopping, no fun. I just wasted my holidays mapling, kinda lame right. I got no choice, it seem that I'm addicted to it. Omg, why am I behaving like that. Hubby is with me mapling, hahas. That how we spent our days almost for 2 weeks.

Feeling so tired right now, but i don't want to sleep. I want Hubby by my side, I will be sleeping at 6 in the morning. I want to wake Hubby up for work. Wee! BIG PRAWN tml, yummy-lious.

I close myself up not replying everyone msn, sms and phone call. But i'm just busy mapling and talking to Hubby.
Sorry darling for not turning up to meet you, it seem like we gonna meet in like months again. Omg, this is serious. Blame that maple not me, okay? ^.^
Now I need to settle every sms by tml.

Forth month is coming up soon, seem like everything will be going well forever.
boy i just wan to tell you; i need you by my side every second.
& i gonna love you forever. ;)

Picture at east coast park:

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share

*
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my boy
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home

We'll always be till the end

2008-06-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

Happy day.

wednesday(out with Hubby!, cow&sister)

saw that 4D ticket? i strike on saturday with HUBBY!

that not all, just the starting.! I so into it.!

Wedding Dinner @ SAF yatch.

That GUCCI bag i holding on earlier on.
its real and it belong to me.

2008-06-06T10:04:00.002+08:00

So sickening, wanted to game(maple private sever) when I woke up. But the sever is down, so I'm here blogging. Hubby! playing too, and he so siao into it. He can make it without sleeping and having test the next day. Punch him in his stomach. I feel so noob when party with Hubby! and brother. 3 of us were like playing together, and 2 of them were like so pro. WTF.! it's not fair. =p Hubby! and brother protecting me. hahas.. BLESS.

MUMMY PESTERING ME TO STUDY. Off to research PP, wooh!

2008-06-03T12:46:00.009+08:00

Collection of T-Shirt : White , Yellow & Red.
I want a whole series of it.!
Loving it.!

Hubby! Birthday celebration
Up high at Singapore Flyer, Yummy-lious at Sake sushi.
Endless happy moment with Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull.

Hubby! Gift
Paper Flower & Circuit

(May Picture)
Escape theme park.

Gym

Celebrating 3rd month Anniversary @ Sentosa

2008-05-31T21:40:00.002+08:00

Rules of the Game.
A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
C.) Have FUN!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
If he really did, what reaction you expect from me.
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
That silly dream, cooking dinner for him everyday.
#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Ask me after 7 or 10 year time.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Maybe, Maybe not
#5. Do you like cheese ?
I hate cheese ; it make me crave from it.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Bless right now; loving him! Am i being loved by him?
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Till a day when i could forget him totally.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'm silly. BREAK THEM UP.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ya. That fucking bitch who msg him and say "Love ya".
#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
The end of every r/s.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Being married and loaded with branded stuff.
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
The one reading. Family, Hubby, Janice, Animal darling, Jiaxin, Rp sem 1&2, current class*SELECTED*.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Friendly & lovely.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married to him. who care poor or rich, let's rob the bank.
#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
kiss him to wake up*in my dream*
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
NO, he had everything needed.
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I choose him.
#19. What type of friends do you like?
Animals.

people who tag me
Huizhen & Ailing

peoples i tag
YOU.

2008-05-30T12:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY.

from next week onwards i shall being posting again.
so bored in class. entertain me HUMANs..

2008-05-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

those feeling are just there, it seem that it just sooner or later.
things are happening this way i just can't control.
are my thinking still so childish?

i just lazy to blog. some other day.

2008-05-22T17:38:00.002+08:00

shopping SHOPPING. omg how sinful can it be?
went down to MSQ yesterday for esprit sale 40%.!
i couldn't control myself, picking this and that.
2 top and 1 bottom, $93. It's such a love
Sasa for my makeup thingy. (;

you were on my mind
at least nine tenths of yesterday.

it seemed as if perhaps
i'd gone insane.

2008-05-21T07:53:00.004+08:00

Ealier in the morning make my blood boil. So fucking regret everything. REGRET GOING BACK TO YOU. those thing we had done was just a repeat of your fucking ex. PEELING OF PRAWN. COOKING FOOD FOR ME. PUI. it is just a way for you to remember her. NOW I WOULDN'T BE A FOOL TO TRUST YOU ANYMORE.

2008-05-20T18:59:00.002+08:00

i hadn't shed any tear but looking through those pictures we took for 3 month time. i just couldn't control myself. don't be a weakly, i been repeating these sentence to myself. asking myself how are you today? where would you be now? why am i still thinking about you? it is time to face the fact ain't it?

i deleted all those pictures now. i need to be strong. maybe your crumple bag, Mp4, aloe gel you can get it from me someday. when you are free.

if you cherish me you wouldn't lie. you wouldn't broke my heart. after that quarrel i tried to trust you. now you broke that trust. whatever you had said all seem like a lie. only a big fool like me believe. what the use of admitting now? Don't you think it just little too late?

I'M A BIG FOOL TO THINK YOU CHANGED. hoping to die right now.

2008-05-20T08:33:00.002+08:00

i think it would be better off this way round.
now i know love doesn't last.
you broke our promise, & there no way i can forgive.
im a big fool to believe you change, to believe you truly love me.
enough of all those stupid excuses, now we would be better off w/o each other.

don't disturb me now. i kill HUMAN.

2008-05-15T12:39:00.004+08:00

i just love the time we spent together.
although it's tiring sometime but your love kept me strong.
Eternity L.O.V.E

had my days with hubby and mummy, total of enjoy.
lunch-ed at bedok with mummy, my treat as a be-lated mummy day.
shop for some grocery. Home sweet home dhen.
meet Hubby and down to cine-leisure for movie. " over her dead body"
hilarious movie, worth watching.
can i have fox tube please? 1 or 2.
i love shopping. shopping without money = hate.

2008-05-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

Thanks for ruining my r/s.

What an reaction. Leave me alone, i can't feel trust.
I'm worn out, i'm sick of everything.
enough of excuses.

omg, i still smell of yeast. Stingy.

2008-05-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

Sleeping pills; Nightmares; Fate.

2008-05-10T12:08:00.001+08:00

i changed Hubby,
Singapore Imitation of Rain to Pretty Boy.
Dinner at city area yesterday, steamboat.
wasn't nice though, just the ambiance.
Now its time for steamboat, Dinner steamboat also.
Hubby coming over now for steamboat.

Some photo for IT SHOW 2008.

2008-05-09T08:38:00.003+08:00

I'm always a good girl, with a innocent guai look.
Good girl had a break from school with Hubby
off to Pasir Ris for Mac breakfast
Yummy Hotcake & sausage. I'm growing horizontally.
Off to Polyclinic with Hubby to see doctor, he is so "sick"
waited for almost 2 hour, and we are playing psp over there
Wlan- ridge racer. Hubby lost, don't know why
bus-ed to E!Hub, Slack at neebo
waited for cathay to open at 12pm
brought our ticket"Vegas". nice movie
bus-ed to Whitesand, Hubby had his haircut
Back to E!hub for movie. and off to Kfc after movie

2008-05-07T12:42:00.003+08:00

now we are back to perfect, no more emo-ing ler. these few days seriously was like hell. can't imagine myself without you by my side. hahas, i feel like killing somemore yesterday. but i promise my hubby i neber do that. DAMN a moron.

06052008
meet huizhen for Mac breakfast, yummy-lious indeed. But we are late for class, walking so fast yet late. we should take our own sweet time instead. hahas. i got a stupid faci for anatomy. Luckily yesterday i was in a good mood, if not she will be dead. Can't talk during other team presentation, is like wtf. somemore treat me as primary school kid ah. Damn stupid la. Ut after lesson, but i think i fail that. Hubby came to my class to fetch me ^.^ bus-ed 168 back home to rest. dhen went to changi village for dinner. home sweet home.

I shall be a good girl and start doing my 2000 words doc.

2008-05-05T11:17:00.003+08:00

Frustrated because I can’t tell if it’s real.
Mad because I don’t know how you feel.
Upset because we can’t make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won’t take my hand.
Aggravated because you don’t understand.
Disappointed because we can’t be together,
but still I’ll love you forever.

you ain't here anymore,
lullaby keep on playing, but this time is not you.
i play it to put myself to sleep.
nightmare happen again. but you are fine without me.
i think i need to get used to life without you.

2008-05-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

A222: molecular and cell biology. Revision is done after 2 hour of hard work. Hope my effort will pay off tml. I did notes on my book. ^.^ 2 years since i ever held a pen and start taking down notes. But i can't bring that notes into the class. troublesome Rp, tonight i shall copy into my laptop. Busy busy busy, 2 UT to go.

happen to saw something just now, i don't know why my tears fall down. had my head upside to stop it from falling down but it doesn't help. instead i cried more badly. Shit it, who say being upside down stop tear. when i got up, i get giddy spell, block nose and ear. feeling so terrible. it so hard to believe words you said. I seriously can't get myself to believe what you said. No matter what you said now, it just seem like lies. Liar LIAR LIAR. i could no longer take it, too weak to take any blow now. Those three words, i could not say. I don't know what i want now, i just need a meter to measure words people say. i don't trust anyone anymore.

shall go catch some sleep now, hoping tear could stop dripping down.

2008-05-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

I decided to post this no matter what, I need to get this off my chest after a whole day. I thought i could get everything off my brain, but it ain't in this way. Those photo just flash through my mind. I don't why, i just wonder about this question; since you say you love me dhen why you can be with her. I really don't understand, you are being contradicting. Do you think i care about those photo, No i don't. It just that part of the album make me think back. If you don't love her you wouldn't be with her. If you love her you wouldn't be with me. WHY WHY is all this question popping out of mind. Yes all is past, but it doesn't mean that it ain't important. You may choose to ignore this, i don't have any right to say all this. You seem more happier with her, i feel that I'm just a spare-tires. Till now i still can't accept you be with her before. Actually i should have know thing would be coming in this way before we get into this r/s, i should be mentally prepared. Do you think that throwing away all those photo help? it doesn't prove anything. Throwing away photo yet having a hard copy of it in your com. Deleting your hard copy but u still have memories.
Now i'm blaming myself starting back this r/s again, why? I think I need time of my own. I need to reconsider every single things. She seem to be our forever obstacle.

LOVE ARE MAKING FOOL OF ME.!

2008-05-03T10:45:00.004+08:00

sometime i really missing the time when we are friends. The closeness and warmth we once had before. But now we ain't friends anymore. The feeling of losing you as a friends really hurt. thinking back to the time when we fool around together, with such a friend. Sentosa, kbox, shopping, pon class, etc all those we done together. it will neber happen again. Even i get to saw u in school but i just don't have the courage to go up and talk to you. And you will pretending that you didn't saw me. Seriously i don't understand why thing would happen in this way.

2008-05-02T08:10:00.003+08:00

Wednesday
bus-ed 72 to Nyp, find Bf.
cabb-ed down to LG, to repair Bf laptop.
Bus and train to Town, and its time for shopping.
i brought a tube, manicure sticker, and a belt.
wooh.! every thing is at a reasonable price.
Bf brought a stupid leather bag, & he is complaining right now.
bus-ed to Bf house, and off to Simpan bedok for dinner.

there goes his card,

he's mine. !

he is alway Craving for food.

lovess,

Thursday
went for a hair cut and treatment. BOMB!
there goes another hole in my pocket, >,<
cafe cartel with Mummy, xiao yi,Brother & Bf.
off with Bf to E-hub!. nth special.
but i wan to eat the Korean BBQ.
bus-ed to bedok to get some food.
home sweet home dhen.

2008-04-30T08:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a wonderful day. really love it. <3
from the beginning of the day, i shoot her till siao.
did the work to shut her cb up. hahas
something bad was the UT, screw that.
i'm bullshitting all way. lalala.
but i rush back to tampines to meet Bf.
wait wait wait and he appear. with the dumpling that he cook.
hehe yummy. love him so much.!
went to one recommend place for dinner.
thing was so so.
headed to singtel and get my phone.
i upgrade myself, hehe.
see me with my new phone next time, dude.

i going to arrange my room and catch some more sleep.
out later on to Nyp. ^^

2008-04-29T11:43:00.002+08:00

i don't know what you saw. i also don't know what you are thinking.
even if i ask you, you don't even want to say. there nothing i can do.
i know we both keep things from each other.
ever since school reopen, things are going different ways.
both of us have things we are worrying and thinking.
yet i don't even know how you feel.
i know it seem like i don't care about this relationship.
but thing can't be judge by the surface.
i happen to recall what things happen two year.
i don't wish thing to go that way again, but if really it does.
there nothing i can do, i know i tried my best.

why love isn't as easy as A B C.

2008-04-28T08:24:00.003+08:00

Saturday
went out with Bf to ms, around noon time.
Bf lunch-ed at ljs, bad bf keep feeding me with skin on potato with CHEESE.
he will be dead if i grow fat. hehes.
went to Starbuck to study. He just did 1 qn and off to playing psp.
saw shawn working there, and we got 2 cup of drinks foc. ^^
but we end up watching 2 faces of girlfriends, bad Bf don't let me study.
head-ed to grandma house, slack awhile.
went pasir ris park for prawning. unable to control my patience.
i keep shifting the pole and i do stupid stun.
thanks to the handsome guy keep helping us.
in short we caught 8 prawns within 2 hours. nice dude.
*picture to be upload at night*
Sunday
went for manicure, French manicure.
but once i step out of the shop, my nail was ruin. wasted.
reach home pack my room. & i throw my 100$ eprit limited edition watch down the bin.
my heart nearly drop out, i flew down the stair and open the bin
and get my watch out. good thing it didn't crack.
cab-ed down to ECP with Bf
had2 hour of cycling under sun, damn hot.
bus-ed to bedok had our dinner and home sweet home.

now he is making so rely on him. >,<

2008-04-24T09:34:00.003+08:00

Kinda lazy to post, so let the pic talk.
btw i decided to private my blog once again.

Wedesday; iceskating at Kallang Leisure Park.

2008-04-22T08:39:00.002+08:00

you know, school is boring. no mood for any study/ discussion.
im hungry right now no before that. thanks to my si ah beng Bf.
keep talking about FOOD foood FOOD. ARGH,! stop thinking about food ler.
went to sleep damn early at 10pm. you know TEN ten TEN.
si ah beng got work left me hugging that si mushroom.

AHHHH.! BREAK from 9.30am - 10am.
OI I HUNGRY LA. u think i god ah dun need eat ah.

you know i got the guai guai look so i decided to LOVE my study.

2008-04-21T08:15:00.003+08:00

i should continue my proper blog, been messy don't know since when. ;x

Friday 18 APRIL 2008
2nd anniversary. there still school for both of us.
wish us happiness dumb!~
class end at 3 plus, finish all my work. but it only 4pm.
went to Wushu booth, with lee to find ray.
you know, monkey are mischievous.
we played with those weapon outside the booth.
it's fun okay, btw there are damn lots of people walking outside.
but whose care, damn long since we "fought"
left Rp ard 5.30, damn tired after that.
train-ed to Yck, meet dear and off to City hall.
had NewYorkNewYork, stomach nearly burst.
off for some walk around, bus-ed 10 home.

dear brought me a box of snacks & sweet. HUGE box.

Saturday
woke up by cousin dhen watched tv.
did some revision, chat with Bf.
Bf came over to my house ard 5pm.
we are prepare to go to gym. been to 2 cc but one doesn't have another close at 6pm.
nvm, walk to Bf house to grab his bike.
cycle off to pasir ris, PANTING~
i exercise okay. is a to and for hor.
went for dinner, omg my stomach grumble.
home dhen, tired out.
Bf with his lullaby and bedtime story. but i doze at the beginning.

Sunday
woke up, next Psp and Tv. meet Bf ard 4pm
bus-ed to Holland V. Nasi Lemak wasn't nice.
first time tired out the frog, not bad.
walk around and bus-ed home.
bedtime story and lullaby. but i finish hearing everything.!

*picture with Bf*

2008-04-18T10:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 2mth anni (;
flash back to the time when we both went out, hehe.
Valentine day, to our dinner and roof top of esplande
today shall be the same. Dinner & roof top of esplande

nothing to say ler, OH Ya.
i pon class yesterday, WEE.
shut up i don't need your comment.

2008-04-15T14:19:00.004+08:00

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. stress up life, don't blame me for my bad temper recently. ENDURED (; i don't give a damn care to control it anymore. downgrade? sound so cheap. Don't care so much also. i got money to pay for my bills and i don't mind. BOMB singtel ah, think they send me the wrong bills. how could it be so expensive? HOW WHY WHAT happen? Ipod nano, i really love it but maybe it is fate. I DON'T CARE. i wan to own one by next month.

yesterday was a bad day, real bad. monday blue? temper was out of control. waited for lee after school like 40 mins. buay tahan. had dinner. left school for NYP, from yck walk to nyp. temper getting worse by each step. thinking of slapping those fcuking smoker who blow in my direction. furthermore bag too heavy, shoulder pain. in the end temper was worse. dhen Bf finally came out, walk back to interchange. FUCK.! FUCK.! FUCK.! temper went to the max. say out nonsenses, too bad. Bf have to endure. hahas.

this shall be the phone i downgrade to. Sayonara N73 ME(lover)

2008-04-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

i love mummy, muacks.
no more late for school ; i bet so.
bomber man craziness gonna to end by today, i think so.
i miss my heels, 2 week since i every wear it.?
don't care i want to wear it on friday (;
life gonna be busier & busier;CE, Dear, Family, Friends, KiT, PP, School.
work hard and enjoy (;
think we will be spending lesser time tgth bah.
school started for him, & today shall be the last day of Bf hols. ;p

*Ps: i need my pay;shopping is so terrible w/o money:

2008-04-11T10:52:00.002+08:00

LATE 3 times in a week.
i didn't want to but i can't just help it.
2 china faci out of FOUR. kns, how suay can i be.
no one will be able to understand, how i hate CHINA.
gimme a local faci, sayonara my GPA.

i miss them, i miss her, i miss him.
i love them, i love Janice, I EVOL mr.low

2008-04-10T14:40:00.005+08:00

science, science, science & science.
four module of science in a week.
smart arsh KiT, of all couse why choose science.?
i can feel the stress in my class(w54B), all seem to have the knowledge of science.
& me mugging hard but still cmi.

A103, A201,A222 & A221.
send me ppt, i need. love those who send me.

yes, movie with Bf. TenderFresh yummy, just this simple love.
home sweet home.

crazy over psp: BomberMan & DJ Max.

2008-04-09T08:09:00.003+08:00

treasure what u have now before its too late.
u neber know what going to happen the next moment.
things are getting fine now; family back to normal, emo no more.
previously was so confused&worried of things going on at home.
came to realized tat i didn't spend time with family.
few problems came at a go, making me so stess.
BUT EVERYTHING FINE NOW.
no more sleepless night, but i still wake up at 6am.
today will be the last day of sleepless night, cheers.

if love could be as simple as abc.

2008-04-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
hoping things gonna be fine, seriously
i don't have the courage to face any problem
worry sick, but i can't do anything
i should have know the consequences, but control.
i promise i would not let thing happen the same way in future.
but is it a little too late.?
kept everything inside my heart. idk when i'll go berserk
better for one to worry than two, but i don't know if i could control
maybe it's time,?

2008-04-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

GIMME BACK MY HAPPY FAMILY. though i don't know what going on but its feeling is horrible. seem like this family going to tear up soon. silence at home, laughter no longer heard. everyone doing their own thing. he treat his house like a hotel, check in check out.! i had enough of his attitude. >,<

我的心情今天已换了季,
想起你的拥抱这感觉短暂纪念
在你我之间, 有时说变就变
下一秒消失不见, 想起你的微笑这画面短暂纪念
放在心里面, 你说过的永远留在昨天
就当它是我最美的纪念, 还有你陪我走过这一切
记忆中你那些微笑的脸.

2008-03-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

.love the way of shopping

tons & tons of shopping bag, happiness
1 edc tee(white). 2 mango tee(grey&yellow). 1 nichii top(brown)
69 bucks for 4 top, cheap?

shopping with cow on wednesday; bf tee?

2008-03-31T09:01:00.002+08:00

i been thinking, thinking hard. this question popping out of my mind.
what kind of gf i have been, rather a selfish one. or inconsiderate.
all i alway wanted for myself is freedom, which i felt i lost ever since that day.
but he gave me happiness, using happiness to exchange for freedom.?
i wanted both, i wish to do everything i like without being control & get my happiness.
time of my own, i had. but seem lost, or rather short.
i know sometime i did something without considering his feeling,
maybe he didn't say anything but deep down i know. still remain silent.
dominating? maybe sometime, for the sake of fun & him.
am i thinking too much to have nightmare? same nightmare for 2 night,
it just seem so real, with my eye closed.

hearts

things cant be simple

Pool -5:7
Darts - 5:3

2008-03-28T08:51:00.002+08:00

work start at 9.30am, yet im still here blogging.
didn't really sleep well last night that why i up so early today.
last day of standing, & i don't care what shit it will happen.
i want stand for the whole day, no more slacking.
*sneeze Sneeze* fuck up aircon at singapore expo.
*sneeze Sneeze sneeze* off to work.

2008-03-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

work, work, work. 9am-7pm
singapore expo from 26 march -28 march.
Entry Scanning, stand for 10 hour a day.
leg feel so wobbly, somemore wearing heels.
don't have any motivation for work. ;(
tml will be the last day, will be the day meeting Bf.
down to esprit to see new stock. ^^

fake, everything seem so fake.
promises? broken. no longer can take it.
cant do it dhen don't promise.
things ain't the same as the past.

2008-03-25T22:34:00.006+08:00

Monday: took pay & down to cine-leisure

Me, YanMing & Diniy

Me & Bf

Hearts to hearts.

my love for him,

kisses.!~

i just want our happiness to last.

T3: he tried to struggle me.

Animal darling: Pasir ris park

Cow & Lion, our childhood

Huina&charlene: she love me highup!~

Animal darling: randomless ;)

Animal darling: LOVE

Huina&charlene: mac slacking.

2008-03-23T11:19:00.006+08:00

it would be another boring day for me.
can't wait for tml meet my darlings ^.^
had dinner with Bf at lavender.
went to bugis for shopping. wanted to grab 3 tee.
but the tee seem too childish.!
still i need 3 tee before year2 started

Armani exchange tee
Esprit edc tee
*still thinking*

2008-03-22T13:50:00.002+08:00

thanks for the chat, gossip talk throughout.
lucky you are there when im so lonely.
and you are an emo boii ^.^
but maybe you are ryte, somethings doesn't exist.
promise that we shall chat again (;

that bitchy attitude is back, &i don't want to control anymore.
take care, i tried but i still fail in the end.

2008-03-21T21:38:00.004+08:00

Bored at night, furthermore brother took my stuffs
this life i'm should get use to it.
big fcuk, invisible me. trust?
every night t i talk to the stars pretending its you,
it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions

2008-03-21T19:00:00.003+08:00

dimsum at tongle, yummy-lious
help brother choose top&bottom $70.
went to esprit, Bf working today.
brought my Limited Edition watch $100(after discount)
now i left with $40 in my bank >,<
had hi-tea at coffee club, sinful.
headed home for a rest and im going jogging now.

that the box, nice!

open up, wah.

i got the 2nd last piece. ;)

2008-03-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

meet Bf at tampines, train-ed to msq.
went to have breakfast at a dimsum shop.
brought our movie ticket for semi pro.
walk around before movie started.
Bf had his lunch and he is off to work.
bus-ed 518 home, dinner time

Rating 4/5. worth watching

I want a mini clubman.

nothing but simple love.

2008-03-19T13:57:00.005+08:00

18March2008.
went to Tm esprit with mummy, grab a tee at $19.90.
meet Bf and we went to Bank. Go! card
wanted to go nokia care, but i didnt bring my warranty card along >,<
headed to Food Junction, Bf having his lunch.
went to Courts, get a mouse for dad. all task done.!
train-ed to Town. walk and shop around.
grab my Havaianas at$49.90. (;
went to Taka & Wisma after that. SHOPPING is sinful.
headed to Far east plaza,had KFC
train-ed to AMK and bus-ed138 to Night Safari.
brought the ticket, and we sat on the tram.
*cut cut cut* skip to Asian Rhino part.
Bf weight 2000kg, hahas.!
*cut cut cut* skip to Lion part.
we saw Lion in Night Safari. (; omfg, i found my friends.
Ps: Lion don't stay in Zoo, so don't waste your money to visit me at Zoo.
*cut cut cut* skip to Bat part.
Of all creature i saw in night safari, the most IDIOT creature is Bat.
*zoom zoom* disappear in front of your eyes. scare me like hell.
finish the whole thing around 9 plus.
bus-ed 138 to AMK hub. Had Mac as dinner.
and bus-ed 22 to Tampines interchange.

i love it!

this is my Bf ^.^

Idiot Bat make Lion so scare >,<

Asian Rhino&Lion ^.^

stupid bf say i'm a rubbish.

19march2008
tired, after the whole outing yesterday. slept for 12 hours ^.^
woke up and a bottle of bird nest. and it is the worst i every had.!

this cost $39.90 but it's make up of jelly and bird nest.
mostly is jelly lar. knn.! the ingredient only stated BIRD NEST.
i gonna sue this brand, jk lar.

2008-03-18T07:29:00.001+08:00

我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜请你相信我的心还是爱你

Happy 1month anniversary Dear ;)

2008-03-17T23:21:00.004+08:00

meet Bf for breakfast at Chinatown. walk and shop around.
hello kitty got no mouth & doreamon for no finger.
trying to sell my O2 xda zinc but in the end also neber.
meet dane, huiying , noob & frens for interview.
blahblahblah. went off to Toa Payoh to sell phone.
and i sold it off at $290, fuck care, they went for lunch at PastaMania.
wonder around central. WE ARE PROFESSIONAL IN PRINTER ;x
bus-ed 8 to grandma hse for dinner. and headed to Tm for shopping
got myself another pair of heels. omg it look nice n elegant.

Maybe things are going another way.

heels, i love

2008-03-17T09:49:00.004+08:00

Saturday:
went for dinner at Thai Village with relative. 3 table of us ordering food.
one claypot of sharkfin each. yummy~
and i got a bowl of birdnest. omg, that what i alway wanted.
me and nat went walk walk around Kallang leisure park.
thinking of getting a top. but i didnt bring money out that day. >,<
next 8 of us went Kbox, sing sang song till 1am.
and i fall asleep at kbox before 1am. cosing brother leg to become numb ;p

`& cousins(Natalie)(Constance)

cam-whoring.

Sunday:
went for breakfast with Bf at market. after that he went off for work.
so lonely me went out with mummy n xiaoyi. headed to ikea.
walk and shop around but ended up with nth.
went to Tm walk and shop around. headed home around 6plus.

lost&disappointed.
tell me that not the truth.
Just leave me alone dhen.

2008-03-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

went out ard 1pm headed to pasir ris to find darling.
trained to marina sq to had our breakfast-lunch. Pasta de waraku.
i had Prawn&Chicken pasta, darling had Prawn&scallop baked rice.
side order of fried squid. with two drinks.
i feel that it was fulling but darling wasn't. >,<
$50 for two. kinda reasonable price.
walk around MSQ, and guess where i went after lunch.
fcuking hell TOLIET.! i forgotten i cant eat prawn.!
my tummy was hurting like hell. leg went wobby.
walk around while waiting for Bf break. end up at Mill walk Koufu.
Jiaxin join us after awhile. chit chat for awhile. me n Bf went off.
ard 5pm went back find darlings, we headed to Town.
darling need to service her phone, so i follow. (;
walk and shop around at Wisma&Taka. Train-ed home after while.
cook my magi mee and i just eaten it. preparing to go toilet. ;x

seriously i need to comment, CityPlaza a place for slut and bitch? dhen she is both, cos she is there shopping for top to show her boobs. omg.

2008-03-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

went to meet Bf at street 11 clinic. bring him to the x-ray clinic.
raining meow and woof. (; went to meet mummy&daddy for lunch.
end up buying back home. cos the rain too heavy ler.
Bf was slacking at my hse till 1 plus. bus-ed 8 to Bf hse.
slack at Bf hse till 2 plus. bus-ed 291 to tamp interchange.
bus-ed 28 to City plaza. shop and wonder around. nth much to shop.
bus-ed 70M to suntec city, went to Food Fair. yummy food.
walk around marina Sq and bus-ed 518 back home.
went to park slack and rest till early night.

2008-03-12T22:09:00.003+08:00

went for breakfast with Bf, headed to Bf hse.
had my Ic photo done, cabbed down to Pasir Ris to do my ezlink card.
trained down to PlazaSingapura. walk and shop around.
got 2 bdae present, seem like i'm a Santa Claus. (;
had KFC as dinner around 4 plus. half of my meal is Bf finish de. (;
walk to The Cathay, walk and shop around.
bus-ed 14 to Bedok, walk around and slack under block.
bus-ed 28 to grandma house. slack around with some daidee ;)

reflection (;

sleepy eye >,<

stupid faces ^.^

he belong to KiT ;p

2008-03-11T22:50:00.004+08:00

today just isn't my day. the feeling is still there.? i ask myself, why am i reacting this way. alway i was just hoping not to see her, but still i saw. was feeling kinda lost, maybe i'm just not confidence in myself. if thing end up the way like the past, what am i gonna do. those sentence he speak to her, acting as if i can't hear. and also i don't wish to hear. can't a simple hi be enough.? no one know better than yourself. in the future, things gonna be different. he has greater chance to saw her. same poly same school. i dun know what i should do, maybe life is different by then. no one know what gonna happen the next moment. although those word may seem that i don't have trust in you but im just worry thing may change back to last year. love is true this time, i promise

tired after a short while out with someone. 4:6 sickness getting better. no one know how i'm feeling right now. hais. night then.

2008-03-10T11:31:00.002+08:00

finally IT show 2008 has come to an end. was like hoping go out for shopping today. but down with a fever,flu and sore throat. wtf. so suay la. some more spec dun know put where, cant find. Ez-link card lost.

Sunday
last day of IT show, sale was okay. Hit my own target, but was kinda tiring. didnt have any break since starting of work. was like CHIONG ah for the last day of commission. ;) was an enjoyable day as compared to the first 3 days. had a group photo with Fuji Xerox people before we leave. Bf came down to fetch me from work. ;) walk around suntec area for dinner, but end up we went to Simpan bedok.

Saturday
worst day ever, wasn't in the mood to work. Lowest commission ever, customer all went off. KNN.! heard something damn piss of during working time. fcukup.! after i heard that, i was like so lost. Bf came down to look for me after work. but went home myself. thinking of why thing went this way.

2008-03-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

tired from talking the past 2 days ever since the launched of IT show. Promoting Fuji Xerox Laser Printer. Just feel free to come down and have a look at Fuji Xerox booth. Look for me by the name of KiT. i will try to provide you with the best service. Or call me up at 96209158. ;)

Sales on the first day was damn bad. had Bf to send me to work ;) meet at 0745 for breakfast with BingQuan&YanMing. trained to CityHall wait for HuiYing&Diniy. Went to Bk at Raffles City, slack at one corner of Mrt staion wait for XinYi. Start working at 1200 promoting Printer but was the first time and damn nervous. Futhermore, no customer brought any printer. Bf came dw again ard 1300+ brought me a Sprite. ;) Continue with my promoting. Finally, my first customer came at 1700+. Sold 3 printer yesterday. Bf came down around 1800+ to fetch me from work. headed to Simpam Bedok for our dinner.

i was really very happy that you came down yesterday.

today is the 2nd day of IT show, promoting is getting abit fun. 7 printers off, 6 tonner. glad with my performance. tml will be better eh.! went to get bubbletea and brought one cup to Bf. back to work. HIGH ah.! work end and Bf was waiting for me again.! went for our dinner at Old Airport Road.
Bf quit smoking, the outcome doesn't matter. Even he can't make it i'm happy cos he does make an effort for it. i love you ^.^

2008-03-05T09:37:00.002+08:00

sleepless night weak body tired brain. flash flash flash.! memory just flash through my brain. remind me of everything i had to remember. work tml continue for 4 days. cant imagine what life would be like, fighting against each other for commission.? we shall see.

What am i thinking? what am i looking toward? what am i hoping? I ask myself these questions. And i had the answer to it. I'm holding on hoping wishing just for that moment. No matter how hard it is, i tried. Yet disappointment is what i receive. Is it that hard to understand other? Cos I just don't understand human. Or I'm being selfish? High-expectation? Maybe i should just go back to my normal way of living. In a zoo with the same kinda species, understanding each other. I'm just wasting my time on earth. How should i live? For other? For myself? I'm sick of thinking of how other feel and think. Sick of worry of people, causing myself to feel unease. Can i change the fact? No i can't. Fact remain as fact. So human does change eventually. Different from who i know at first. Yet i'm staying at the same spot remain unchanged. I hate it when friends change till i don't dare to acknowledge them, they seem like a stranger to me. That feeling still clear to me. I could remember clearly how friends change overnight, we could be laughing joking this moment and the next moment they become a person who i don't understand. If thing goes on this way, i don't know how to carry on. So the ending still remain the same.

ps: don't ask me what happen, don't ask me why! I'm not in the mood to entertain people. Don't feel like doing anything but think of what going on. Memories printer notes? Do i look like i have a choice?

2008-03-04T23:06:00.004+08:00

monday:
went for hair cut around 11 plus, my hairstylist wasn't there.
had another hairstylist for me, damn her skill wasn't good.
i say i want to trim my fringe and she CUT my fringe. kns.
took me 2-3 month for that length sia. she damn fcuk.!
after that went home, slack and wait for mummy.
we went Tm for lunch and shopshop. mummy get me my heels ^.^
after that we went esprit shop for brother tee. dhen brother came to try the tee.
after awhile bf come find us. ;) we left mummy n brother there.
went to foodcourt as bf wanted his lunch (; DEAR IS A RAT ;x
trained to town, walk to centrepoint help brother get the esprit tee.
dhen we went to the hereen, bf getting present for his fren.
trained to bugis, cos i want to shop.! went to bugis street shop for shorts & bf tee.
i got both of it after we shop at the whole bugis village. mummy pay for me.!!
bugis street is damn stuffy and hot but bf endured it cos of me >,<
feel so bad, somemore he carry my shopping bag.! worst, i feel so sin.
went to marina sq after that, go esprit again. bf want me to try new top.
damn awkward sia, dunknow why.! shop for darling present. got one of my darling present ler
left my another darling present haben buy.
went to the open space of MSQ to rest, around 8 plus went to billibomber to have dinner
fully sia, after that train back home.

we will be like forever.?

tuesday:
wake up early in the morning to prepare for training.
trained to Tanjong pager wait for diniy & huiying to reach.
went for our breakfast and lunch.! fuckup food.! inedible lo.
the worst food i every had.! tom yam fried rice. didnt really eat.
after that noob and xin yi came find us and we went Fuji xerox building.
slack at the coffee beans wait until 2pm for training.
okay, the training got 80+ pages.!! more than 6p lor. sit until butt hurt.
wasnt paying attention sia, msging bf & disiaosiao there.
end the training ard 5pm, cabbed down to far east for dinner.
went to find noob fren and lionn,shawn&Johnson. went to lucky plaza for pool.
but too many ppl ler, so me and huiying went back far east for shopping.
end up window shopping nia. bused home.

boy, i missing you badly. can't image days without you.

Fuji Xerox pass

tom yam fried rice ;x

2008-03-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

i'm missing mr. low guan hong >,< feel so emo now, dont know why.
randomness emo, how i wish i got time machine. i want it to turn to tml.
just feel like meeting bf now, 3 days neber meet bf ler.
Rotting at home for 2 days, totally broke. ZERO cents.
non stop online shopping yesterday and today. the feeling is suck& great
COW, LET's GO SHOPPING EVERYDAY.!
i saw thing that i wanted to buy, but when i saw the price and think about my acc money.
just feel so down, even mother ignore me.! normally she will say buy lo.!
and she will pay for me, now she say dont talk to me.! devil sia.

items i wanted:

slim magnetic( lose 1kg 1 month)

Meiji Chocolate Mirror. omg so kawaii

Anna Sui mirror. craving for it.

Pg bag. look nice.!!

2008-03-02T13:34:00.004+08:00

This 2 criminal escaped from my friend list 1 month ago.
Roar.! missing them badly. but one is in Hk, another one busy.

that my n huiying online shopping item

Front & back view of me ;)

2008-03-01T15:32:00.002+08:00

Crazy shopping crazy KiT.

Online shopping for LV bags.?
http://www.highend-fashion.blogspot.com/

2008-03-01T12:46:00.002+08:00

dust, blow blow. i can see dust in my room. omfg. this weekend gonna be time for cleaning session. but i'm just too lazy to move. plenty of stuffs to be done, but all this things should be done long ago. nvm, it will be the same if i do it now. Ryte.?

things to be done:
#1. clean all my table. ( no more dust)
#2. sweep and mop my floor. ( no more footprint)
#3. arrange my room neatly.
#4. pack my stuffs inside hard disk, thumb drive, laptop.
#5. Take my afternoon nap, although i just wake up at 11 plus.
#6. IMP: talk to my bf ;)

okays, that will be all. tata.!

sometime, i really wonder why i'm living with them. feel lyk gg back to grandma house and stay. this house is so dead. if i shout, there will be echo.! DEADDD~

Happy 18th birthday Janice darling (;

2008-02-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

Bloody pimple, 1 2 3 4 5.
i seriously need to go for my facial. >,<
went out with mummy ard 1pm to Tm for sweensens cake.
but end up we going to go there order again tml. had 2 scoop of ice cream over there.
hehe, thanks mummy.! after that we went walk walk before bf come find us.
mummy gonna pay for my next heel. ^^ now is time for me to choose.
bf came around 2 meet us at Tm, after that me and bf leave mummy alone there.
so bad. bus-ed to dte, bf wanted to see cake at emicake shop.
leave dte ard 3 headed to mrt station. Town town town.!
went to weelock place, bf wanted to buy Crumpler bags. but end up didnt buy.
after that, we went to buy ice-cream. walk to fast east plaza. ice cream melt..
walk around the place end up just brought 3 belts. ^.^
cow, im waiting for you to go shopping.! Roar.!
after that went to paragon, Bf want to buy Aramani Exchange Top.
so he brought that top and we went cine-leisure walk walk.
went to the apple shop see ipod nano. $248 for 4Gb.
after that we train to bedok. wanted to go East coast park.
we were there waiting for the 401 bus. fcuk shyt. that bus did not operate during weekday.
and we are standing at the queue for ard 15plus min.
after that we cabbed down to ECP, had our dinner.!
walk to the beach there, sit down scrolling.! fucking romantic de wor.
dun jealous eh.! hahas. leve there ard 9.
cabbed home,but bf went to meet his fren.

things to be brought:
-Janice&charlene darling birthday present
-Armani Exchange Top
-Crumpler Laptop Bag
-One pair of heels
-2 shorts from NF

you promise our love would last, but i'm scared.
i'm afraid my bad temper will bring us apart again.
although i make my promise, but promise are mend to be broken.
i really hope that our love would last, but if it didnt i'm too sorry.

2008-02-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

pool - 3:4
darts - 3:2

i lose to yan ming in pool, damn shyt. more practice and everything will be fine.
but i win in darts, anyhow also win. i too smart ler.
George lose the 5 rounds in darts. LOLs. he is another noob.

i'm missing my dear bf.! ;)

2008-02-27T09:14:00.008+08:00

Tuesday
headed to Bishan with bf around 3pm. bus-ed there, took us ard 45 min.
first thingy we do is to the GV.! get out ticket for L change the world.
after that walk around the mall. Shop Shop Shop.!
went to Kfc, bf having his lunch. ;) walk walk again.!!
went to the open space to slack awhile. snap snap snap.!!
walk out of the mall to the neighboring cos kinda bored with the mall.
went to the arcade, abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
promise wun post out what happen there.! hahas.
ard 6 went back to the mall for our movie. overall the movie also not bad la.
but cant understand the starting. some more the timing kinda long.
2 hours sia. sit until butt pain. movie end ard late 8.
bf fren say ending gt a short scene. so we wait until the credit end.
damn the credit so long.! the scene is RIP L.!
kns. tio fool. cursed cursed that person.! >,<
i love my BF.!

L Change the world ;)

dozing off.

our love <3

2008-02-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

didn't went out today. buay tahan at home for the whole day.
went online shopping for Boyfriend-Tee >,<>,< all sold out.! i think Boyfriend-Tee trend is kinda over.

should i get both of this at $70 including belts?

2008-02-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

laughter,laughter & laughter. <3
wake up damn early today >,< why.?
i want to sleep but cant sleep.
im a weirdo.! went out ard 1plus with family for lunch. (;
and i came back with a bloated stomach ;(
nvm, that my only meal for the day ;p
i need to cut down on my gassy drink.!!! i dun wan bloated stomach.
hmm, 1 cans for 2 days.? usually is 2 can 1 day de lor..
promise myself to cut down, MUST!~
went out ard 7 to find yan ming, dane, huiying&boy-friend.
omfg, i think i have gone overboard just now. ps ah miss.
just for fun nia.
leave esplande around early 9pm. went to msq to find bf, waited for him to close >,<
dhen went for train and slack around park jiu went home ler.

tired, hugging that big head.

my eye is open, can you see.?

poke you eye ah.!!~

答应我不要太匆动

2008-02-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yawn. tired ah, my life cant continue like this.
i am wasting my time, precious TIME.! >,<
wake up ard 9.30, disturb by that promoter job ic.
he wake me up la lucky, if not i bet i could have overslept.
prepare everything dhen out i go.
went to find bf near his hse for breakfast, but i didnt eat.
after that went bf hse leave ard 1250 =x
took train with bf but bf went to work, leave me alone go find fren.
reach outram SUPER late, *ps* dane& huiying is there waiting.
we cabbed to vivocity, on the way there i heard my stomach calling for ? *FOODDD*
went shin return uniform but i forgotten to return name tag, wah piang
must go again, i dun miss that place okay.!
after that we went banquet, the steak is inedible. RAHH.! waste my $8.50
when we about to leave, someone spill drink over the pants.
and devil evil me keep laughing lyk fcuk. *oi huina are u human?*
eur fren spill drink yet u keep laughing. haiyo. ps ah that someone.
yan ming and his fren come find us after that, we plan to go interview.
but we end up shopping, gaming & gambling. tsktsk.
i won YANMING in pool. NOOB oi!
leave vivo ard 7 plus. paiseh i lazy to type ler.

me & bf (;

use eur brain also know who draw de. hahas

& i'm mising you, bf

NOOB ah all

those loser in blackjack. down they go.

VIVO city

he spoil that light bulb yesterday tsk.

i love you & i will be missing u for the rest of the week >,<

2008-02-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

feel so tired recently, totally no strength to be involve in any fuck shyt.
my block is under-going UPS. wtf, my sleep sia. they start ard 9am.
so u all understand why i wake up so early nowadays.
i miss my bf >,< hahas, but finally can meet him before he go off to work.
better than nothing, be contented KiT.

went to joo chiat with grandma n mother, grandma went to see doctor.
me n mother wait there. meanwhile, we go walk walk.
i saw a few prostitutes, dhen i ask mother: do u think they are ckn.?
hahas. mother damn cute also. OF COS LA. wah piang, they look so cheap.
okay nvm. that her lalala.
take taxi back to tampines to find dane, lionn, yan ming & george.
bus-ed to safra for pool. i admit i lose to yan ming. =p
but nvm i win him in darts. hahas. we shall challenge again
went to ah ma hse, cos mother say today dun know what die die also must go ah ma hse.
so i go lor.. feel so restless at ah ma hse.

things change, people change, i tired of changing.
can the time stop here, i need a rest.

2008-02-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

woke up ard 9 plus to get ready, meet bf at tampines mrt for breakfast.
went to BK to enjoy our breakfast, headed to mrt station to Bukit Batok.
reach there damn early, went west mall shop shop. actually nth to shop de. = s
meet blahblahblah*ps lazy to type out* to vivian hse for BLACKJACK.
hahas. i win money. bleahx. is lyk finally. but bf lost 10$ >,<
end the game ard 5? went back west mall for dinner.
had kfc dhen me n bf went for movie*jumper*
damn lame lar. the main actor just tele here and there. but not bad la overall.
took bus to Eunos.!! but bf buay tahan so we alight at vivocity and cabbed home.
bf talking non-stop in the taxi. i think taxi driver had free movie seh. =.=

i love my bf. ^^

2008-02-19T15:24:00.004+08:00

didnt have a tight sleep yest night. keep thinking must wake up before 8am.
finally i woke up ard 7 plus. but i went back to sleep. =.=
i thought i msg bf asking him, wake up ler ma.? but actually im dreaming.
wah piang. i really blur lyk sotong la. bf msg me around 8 say he got into nyp.
i woke up ard 845 lyk dhat. blurblur de. reply bf and cont rolling on my bed.
chatting with bf till now. me n brother make udon as breakfast.
fcukup.! the udon is inedible.
let the picture talks.

washing udon.

clearing rubbish.

Soup boiling.

brother adding ingredients

here goes the udon

my serving leftover

Picture for yesterday

2008-02-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

i promise our love would last. No matter what i wouldn't let go.
went Kallang leisure park for ice-skating with bf. (;
2 hour for 20 bucks.? reasonable?
wtf.! i fall 4 tym. and the first tym is damn hurt. >,<
i can hear my rib calling for 'help'.
my skill is damn sucky. ps sia.
i cant skate on my own. some more i using my left leg nia.
bf have to hold me dhen can skate. hai bf fall once also.
after the ice skating my leg went wobby.
we went the coffee bean and rest. ard 7 leave ler..
take 16 to Bedok for dinner. went to skate park? to rest before gg home.

i love my bf & animal darling.. most imp. janiceDarling!

2008-02-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

1 day ler. but i still not very hungry.
my last meal was pizzahut yesterday noon tym.
hahas. i gg to be wonder woman soon eh.
cant mummy get some food at home.! she wan me to starve to death.
now i waiting for my meal. brother is still preparing slowly.! >,<
FOOD FOOD FOOD.!
hahas. tell you people something. ^.^
i slim down 1kg again.! wooh wooh.!
now 1 more kg to my ideal weight.
I WANT TO BE AFRICAN CHILD.!

2008-02-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

okay, im home now. Did anyone miss me.? ;)
i confused now, seriously i swear.
i got the urge to die a few hour ago, life is just too complicated for me.
for those who know me well, i hate complicated stuffs.
if i meet complicated stuffs, i wouldn't solve it. all i know is run away from the problem.
I dun know what to do, anyone reading this post pls tell me what shld i do.

the day went well, with George*noob fren*, Huiying, Noob & Vivian.
its not a joke to sit in a train for 1 hours. my butt hurt lyk siao la..
some more i must sit so si wen. >,< dun dare to move.
Phobia for mrt. hahas.. went to pizzahut for lunch.
for the first tym in my life, i had difficulties in eating my lunch
2 18 years old girl act lyk kid taking photo of ppl eating.
next we went for pool. wah wah wah.!
the george is damn bagus la. and i saw a noob in pool.
hahas.. tatatataaa that noob in pool is yan ming.
went to westmall to slack and some chitchat.
leave ard 7pm.

Noob in pool.

kid that cant grow up. that hand is huiying de.

Love ain't as easy as you think

2008-02-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

went for interview at an agency with my classmates. kinda weird weird la.
dun know how to describe. Happy? Confused.? fcuk care. ;)
normal procedure, fill in form & interview. off we go.
off to meet ah.hong at raffles city.
and we walk to marina square wait for Janice♥
and darling is late as usual.! Rah...
we shop around to get my cousin birthday present.
off for Ah long Pte Ltd. damn hilarious la. buay tahan.
laugh lyk no tml. worth watching.!
in between the movie, there were POPCORN war.!
hahas. and when i leave the cinema there a pop corn stuck to my top. >.<
off to granny hse for Malcolm's birthday party,
tym for gamble & supper for us cousin.

tym for dry rose.

cute.? ^.^

2008-02-15T01:39:00.003+08:00

Valentine day is over, but i did have fun.
off to meet ah.hong for dinner, but went to Tm to get him present first.
trained to Marina Sq to wait for him, on the way there saw many couple.
they hug lyk no tml.! fcuk care them.

Let the picture speak.

thanks for the rose,

at esplanade * he insist that every pic must have the rose*

at marina square

rose is tired too. thanks for the dinner ;)

2008-02-14T12:21:00.004+08:00

Valentine day is here.? lol. it just seem like another ordinary day for me..
everyone is off to celebrate leaving me rotting over in my blog.
Chatting with Ray, Diniy & Noob yest night. stress over present.!
Rah.! Thanks ah for all ur advise ;) but i still dun know what present to buy >,< or i shld go 'hehehe', no present for you. =s

Went to Li onn (fullstop) house to bai nian yest. =(
i shld nt have go.! rah.! went to play blackjacks & in-between, lose $9. tsktsk
no money go see doctor de. Rah.! cough lyk hell every night.

this picture look so Weird. >,<

Rinn emo-ing ;)

Happy Valentine day Darling ;)

2008-02-13T09:48:00.000+08:00

Roar.! I'm damn tired. >.< i wan my sleep!! i dun wan any outing, can.?
whole body aching now, i feel like gg back my comfortable bed and cont. my dream
didnt sleep well yest, cough cough cough throughout the whole night.
i think i doze off around 4am.? dhen hp ring ard 7am.!
i thought i put silent mode. >.<
nvm, there a whole day for me to sleep tml ^.^
i swear i will sleep for 24 hr. wahahas. *when is the last tym i slept for more than 15hr?*
gonna break my own record again.

haiis, gtg ler, class outing. >.<
damn early

I said that I wouldn't miss you
But I'm a liar
I swear I do
I do

2008-02-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

hot topic VALENTINE.! but it just seem like another ordinary day of my life.
another day at home. i got my partner too. ^.^ FUJITSU s7110. HAHAs.
i gg siao ler la. buay tahan siol. I WAN GO OUT. but i lazy seh.
suppose to go ps with ehem but tio paiseh. *emo-ing* Just kidding

actually being sick is not a bad thing. free slimming session LOLs
been thinking CNY confirm jialet de. fat like shyt but luckily neber grow fat seh.
hahas. slim slim slim =) 2 more kg to my ideal weight ler. GAMATE.!

I waited all this time to
Show you how much I care.
Can you see me waiting everyday?

2008-02-11T13:01:00.000+08:00

Sick sick sickk.. now i hate getting sick. >.<
whole body is aching, itchy throat, bad flu, fever. i feel so weak & useless now.
haben had anything at all since sunday. *slim slim* ^.^
damn bored at home, i wan to go SHOPPING.
New curtain, Get rid of o2 xda zinc. moneyyy mummyyy ;)
byebye lovers.

PS: i saw him dhat day, but he seem like a stranger to me. The person whom i total cant recognize. Maybe i love the past him.

2008-02-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

welcome. *oinkoink*
change change change, been changing link & new blog. hahas. BRAND new oinkoink blog.

Chines New Year.! shouldn't i be happy.? Ang bao more more more & more. but i hate when family member gather around. bunch of hypocrites, making me sick. Pui. just a small amount of money, dun be too arrogant. i dun fucking give a damn care.

Blackjack Blackjack Blackjack Blackjack. Shoo off.! i wan my ang bao money back.. CHEATER. it is no good to gamble with elder. hahas. i will win back my money the next time... *MONEY I WILL BE BACK* ^.^

KiT love DARLINGs*wee*